Suicidal spirit: Call to death.

Oh death, I need your cold embrace
I just don't think I can handle this
Too many scars that cannot be erased
Addicted to sorrow's sweet, dark kiss
There is nothing left inside
I have nothing left to give
All these tears are left uncried
And I don't think that I will live
Through all this this pain
Never-ending crimson rain
And all this strife
Hypnotized, seducted by the knife
Death, come now, I'm yours to claim
I'm sick of this nothing that you call life
I can't find love
I've looked everywhere
And I've had enough
Of the sun's bright glare
Come, take me now
Surronded and lonely
Seems you're the only way out
Come, loving and slowly
Let me fade away
Into the black night
I can't take another day
I'm giving up the fight...

Unloved.

Crimson comes fast
At her own hand
Comes back from the past
Guess it wasn't the end
The blade is sharp
Cutting beautifully
Bleeding in the dark
And stopping it mournfully
Adrenaline rush
She can't stop shaking
Enchanted by blood
She's yours for the taking
The metal glints brightly
In an invisible light
For darkness surrounds her
This time it won the fight
Crying dark tears
Hiding all fears
All these long years
Her futures unclear
'Cause the window's tinted red
Broken, shattered
She wants to be dead
Nobody loves her
And no one cares
But life goes on
A sorrowful song
Rip, tear
Cut, shred
All of her feelings come dripping out red
A crimson tear
Drowns this white rose
Which you held to dear
But you never told
So slowly it withered
From the inside out
Choked by shame
Whipped by doubt
And now it's gone
No time for goodbye
If only you'd told her
You didn't want her to die...

Hopeless end.

Why does this feel so good
And yet I know it's wrong
Unable to do what I should
How long will this go on
I hate myself
In every way
I won't get help
In this dark place i stay
No one to love me
I'm left all alone
Bitterly weeping
My pain is unknown
I feel so small
Hiding this pain
Below it all
And it starts to rain
Drops of crimson
Fall from silver slouds
Streams of scarlet
Form on the ground...

The rose's tears.

Waves of temptation wash over me
Longing for my sweet, crimson release
I can't give in to this river's current
Wounds don't heal being constantly reopened...

I hate myself so much
So mentally exahuasted
I yearn for the blade's touch
In this maze of feelings I fear
You have completely lost me
And I am searching
For the beauty of a crimson tear...

Melodies of hope, I need your soft serenading
Bring back my joy, which is quickly fading
I cry out to God as this attack begins
I know that He can cause this pain's end...

Everywhere red roses lay
Stained by the blood their thorns have made
Now in the darkness of sorrow the hide
Slowly withering under the pressure of lies...