Invisible.

I need to break down
I need to fall
Away from me
Away from this
My life fades to nothing...

These tears choke me
Bring me down
I fall
To my knees
To my doom
This girl fades to nothing...

I cannot move
I have no strength
So I'm stranded in this hell
I need you to carry me
I need you to understand
Invisible
No one can see me
I hate you
You hate me...

My mind is spinning
My spirit's draining
This girl is fading
And now I'm nothing...

I fall
No one's there
I'm gone
No one cares...

My hallow corpse floats along
I want to scream at you
To notice me
What you've made me
But you don't care to see...

Your hate strangles me
I cannot speak
Your hate blinds me
My eyes sewn shut
So I seep out of me
The only way I know how...

And I bleed
The sweet crimson reflection
Of a tortured soul
Why do you hate me?
When I'm not even here?...

You give me bandaids
To cover your guilt
You don't care at all
Don't think I can't see through you
I won't stop for you
Come join me in this hell
You created it for me...

You'll come down with me
I'll drown you in my blood
It's what you deserve
I've been breathing tears so long
'Cause there was no place for them to fall
Away from me
Away from this
This soul fades to nothing...

I barely care anymore
This pain is going numb
I barely feel anymore
Dried blood of a hallow heart
I cry inside
But you don't give a damn
I smile just for you...

You painted me a mask
I threw it away but you still see it
'Cause you're not looking at me
You're staring at the garbage
You won't look away
You can't stand to see my ugliness
Well goddamn, fuck you!
I just don't care anymore...

It's your fault now
So quit blaming me
I'm alone because you left me...

Darkness
Reflected in the mirrors
Broken
Distorted visions stare at me
Screaming
I try to run but I can't move
Chained
With weakness from deep within my soul...

I need you to hold me
Won't you kiss away these tears?
I'm almost gone anyways
I promise you won't waste much time
Can't you paint me a picture?
Of what I dreamed I had?
I'm craving the truth now
But you feed me lies
I'm starving...

I'm scared of what life may give me
Goddamn, I want to die!
And why not?
No one would really miss me
And if they did
They'd move on...

Why must you force me to hang on?
When you refuse to help me up?
I can't do this on my own...

Paralyzed
Too weak to go on
Fall down
Lie down
In the cold rain
I watch the sky
Feel the stars surround me
In need of an angel
The warmth of love's embrace
But I only see one thing
Your back is turned to me...

I need to break down
I need to fall
Away from me
Away from this
My life fades to nothing...

I am nothing
Invisible
To you and the rest of this fucking world
Colorblind, you don't see the red
Black and white is all I am
Fade to grey...

Falling
To my knees
To my doom
Another invisible life
And it fades away to nothing...

You don't care.

You knew what to say to take away the pain,
But then you went and brought it right back again!
You were exactly,
What I needed,
You were the last thing,
That I needed!
I'm sorry if I made your life a living hell,
I'm sorry that I dragged you into my living hell,
But you caught me at the wrong time!
And I didn't mean to hurt you...

But you lied to me,
And I don't know how to handle it!
'Cause you lied to me,
And I'm sorry to be a bitch about it!
Why did you say it?
When you knew it was all shit?
And why do I still love you?

When I close my eyes,
There you are,
And a tear escapes my eye,
Because the memory of you,
Tears me up inside...
I'm sorry that you have to regret me,
But goddamn, please don't forget me!
I hate it, but I'll always love you...

Can you see what you've done to me?
Do you care?
I'm sorry I wasn't what you wanted me to be!
And I still care...
I'm sorry that my timing was off,
I'm sorry to about this all wrong...

But I can't take this right now!
When I just need arms to fall into...
You've just given me more to fight now!
And I just need to break down...
'Cause I've been bein' strong,
For so fucking long...
I'm sorry I lashed out at you,
I just don't know what to do!

Just shut-up a goddamn second!
I need to just work this all out in my mind...
Can't you just hold me for a minute?
This'll all work out in time...
But now is not the time!
If you were me for a bit,
You'd understand all the shit I've said...

But I can't stop missing you...
And my dreams won't stop kissing you...
I'm sorry to take so long,
To get over it,
But I'm not as strong,
As I used to be...
Is this the reason you can't love me?

Numb: Get through yesterday.

The pills are ready
This is it
It'll be so easy
Let's get out of this shit now
They'll remember me when I'm gone
But they'll move on
No one to trust, nowhere to go
Let's wait for tomorrow
Searching for someway to escape
'Cause I'm still getting through yesterday
How do you expect me to hang on today
When I was gone yesterday
But with nothing else to do, I wait for tomorrow
There's nowhere else to go but tomorrow

The knife is ready
This is it
It'll be so easy
Let's get out of this shit now
They'll remember me when I'm gone
But I can't go on
Floating through another day
So very numb and cold
Drifting so far away
This starting to get old
Drifting through another day
So very numb and cold
I fall so far away
Let's just get through tomorrow

I cannot move
To grasp it
Nothing to lose
I'm letting go of this shit now
He'll remember me when I'm gone
But he'll move on
Falling in love
It was the worst idea I ever had
I've had enough
That was the worst idea I ever had
At first you were the reason
That I hesitated
But now you are the reason
I can no longer take this

I lie here
And plan it
Got nothing to fear
So I'm getting out of this shit now
They'll remember me when I'm gone
But I can't go on
I'm sick of being selfless
It's my turn to be selfish now
I've felt this way forever it seems
Goddamn, it'll be so easy
A couple slashes
A few glasses
So I'm leaving you
And you don't care

Tonight is the night I'm letting go
Or maybe I'll wait for tomorrow
I am too weak to hold on
My future's too bleak to move on
I'm letting go
Tonight
I'm letting go
Tomorrow