Senseless.

They scream
And wonder why I hide
They deny the truth
Then think I've lied

They fight
And wonder why I'm mad
They steal
And wonder what I have

They stab
And wonder why I cry
They chain me down
Then tell me fly

They push
And wonder why I pull
They stuff
And then assume I'm full

They kill
And think I'm alive
They stare
And think they see inside

This world is senseless
This world is confused
This world is senseless
And we need some refuge

I'm alone
They wonder why I weep
I'm empty
They don't see what I seek

I speak
But they can't hear what I say
I'm dead
They think just one more day

I'm bruised
They wonder why I hurt
I'm me
But they think I'll convert

I'm weak
They wonder why I don't run
I bleed
They stare in confusion

I glare
They wonder what is wrong
I'm trapped
Where they think I belong

This world is senseless
This world is confused
This world is senseless
We need some refuge

Angel.

Angel songs
And angel wings
Teach my to fly
Teach me to sing

Angel eyes
And angel tears
Won't wash away
All of these fears

Angel scars
An angel bleeds
And on her blood
My demons feed

Angel halo
Angel speaks
She's silenced by
My human screams

My angel knife
An angel blade
These bloody tears
With scarring stains

Angel's embrace
Angelic kiss
What you don't have
You'll never miss

Beautiful one.

Ah your life
It drips away
Melting
Silver drops among the black
Stars at night
You die

But shine
Glitter
Flow across the sky
My beautiful one

Ah the time
It flies away
Falling
Streaks of color along the blue
Sun through rain
You cry

But glow
Shimmer
Slip across the sky
My beautiful one

Ah these flames
They burn away
Breathing
A burst of light amidst the dark
Love brings pain
You bleed

But burn
Flicker
Shoot across the sky
My beautiful one

Ah this hate
It eats away
Consuming
A wave of weakness to pull you down
Lost and lonely
You scream

So fade
Return
Make your home in the sky
Oh my beautiaful one

Kill me.

I want to die
I need to die
Because I just can't take this
Weak and alone
There's nothing here
Hollow and numb
There's nothing here
And I just can't care
Because there's no fucking point
I'm so much better off dead
No one even knows me
So how could they care
They can't and don't and so...
I want to die
I need to die
Because I just can't take this
Blades and blood
Can't soothe me now
Masks and lies
Won't sooth me now
And no one's here to hold me
To tell me it's okay
And to kiss away
These non-existant tears of mine
Please, let me cry
Please, let me sleep
Please, love me...
Baby, I know that you can't
I know I'm not perfect
So I'm sorry
There's no strength left in me
So kill me
Because I am too weak...

Lethal.

Tears within me
Always hidden inside
No air, I'm drowning
No motivation to survive
Pain within me
Always hidden inside
No strength, I'm dying
There's no need to stay alive

Blood seeps out of this heart
Blood soothes this soul
I'm hollow, I'm broken
Can't hold it in anymore

Alone with myself
In my own living hell
Too weak to escape
Too hated to be helped
And I scream
But nobody hears
So I'm alone again
It's just me and the mirror

And like the mirror, I'll shatter
I'm just living a lie
I'm too weak to go on
Too weak to cry
Drowning
In my own fucking tears
No one to save me
Because nobody's here