Two plus two is five, baby.

I loved you first. I loved you first. The loyalty in my veins flows with your name written on my beating heart. My love, I cannot help but compromise everything for you. Choking sobs of familiar mistakes leave me to be comforted by another, but even with the feelings there, you know I loved you first. Unnoticed in my battle, do I fight still? If I see your back again, do I scream? Or do I finally turn my own way to be tortured by "what if?" for eternity elsewhere? Please don't leave, my love, please don't leave me here. Let's find the sun and give this a real chance. Let's wander to daylight and hold each other's hands while we saunter through this world, so beautiful when we're together. Oh, love, we've never been together. Is this why the birds stopped singing?

Next up: Heartbreak! (The cycle continues).

I have to hide my face because they know me here. I was in the same place this time last year. I'm just trying to get through as fast as I can and hoping this won't start all over again... again. Where have I been, where am I going that it all feels the same? How can you say you're not playing the game when she was your best match? Am I too much for you? I have to leave you now because I know I'll be back for more. I'll be in the same place tomorrow night for sure. I just have to get through as fast as I can and hope this won't start all over again... again.