I am a soother
I soothe
I calm
I am power uncovered
I am swallower
Throw it at me
I will take it
I am always here
after you leave
I'm always still here
Thursday, January 25, 2018
Tuesday, January 23, 2018
Thursday, January 18, 2018
Friday, January 12, 2018
Thursday, January 11, 2018
You can't level a candle while it is not burning. You have to monitor the flame, make sure the wax doesn't rise too high. Don't give it more than it can handle at once. Be patient. As long as the flame endures, there is hope — certainty, that the result will be achieved.
I think of you now.
Every time I blow out a candle.
How can you not understand
how much I change
every single moment you are near me.
I existed before you.
I will exist after you.
But those two people
would not recognize each other in a mirror.
I am still learning who I am with you.
So are you, I suppose.
I know that I love you.
I know that the course of my life
ends up somewhere better
for having loved you.
Hold me, my love.
Don't let go.
Until you want to.
Monday, January 1, 2018
You are my favorite flower.
I'm not sure how I found you.
I'm not used to having to care for such a beautiful and soft and tender flame.
(As we've heard, I used to live in the desert.)
I have hurt you, and it has startled me.
Your pain feels like my pain, and it's been disorienting.
I'm sorry I'm not getting it.
But I swear your patience is worth it.
This year I'm going to show you.
This year we're going to grow.
You're going to believe me.
You're going to trust me.