Invisible.

I need to break down
I need to fall
Away from me
Away from this
My life fades to nothing...

These tears choke me
Bring me down
I fall
To my knees
To my doom
This girl fades to nothing...

I cannot move
I have no strength
So I'm stranded in this hell
I need you to carry me
I need you to understand
Invisible
No one can see me
I hate you
You hate me...

My mind is spinning
My spirit's draining
This girl is fading
And now I'm nothing...

I fall
No one's there
I'm gone
No one cares...

My hallow corpse floats along
I want to scream at you
To notice me
What you've made me
But you don't care to see...

Your hate strangles me
I cannot speak
Your hate blinds me
My eyes sewn shut
So I seep out of me
The only way I know how...

And I bleed
The sweet crimson reflection
Of a tortured soul
Why do you hate me?
When I'm not even here?...

You give me bandaids
To cover your guilt
You don't care at all
Don't think I can't see through you
I won't stop for you
Come join me in this hell
You created it for me...

You'll come down with me
I'll drown you in my blood
It's what you deserve
I've been breathing tears so long
'Cause there was no place for them to fall
Away from me
Away from this
This soul fades to nothing...

I barely care anymore
This pain is going numb
I barely feel anymore
Dried blood of a hallow heart
I cry inside
But you don't give a damn
I smile just for you...

You painted me a mask
I threw it away but you still see it
'Cause you're not looking at me
You're staring at the garbage
You won't look away
You can't stand to see my ugliness
Well goddamn, fuck you!
I just don't care anymore...

It's your fault now
So quit blaming me
I'm alone because you left me...

Darkness
Reflected in the mirrors
Broken
Distorted visions stare at me
Screaming
I try to run but I can't move
Chained
With weakness from deep within my soul...

I need you to hold me
Won't you kiss away these tears?
I'm almost gone anyways
I promise you won't waste much time
Can't you paint me a picture?
Of what I dreamed I had?
I'm craving the truth now
But you feed me lies
I'm starving...

I'm scared of what life may give me
Goddamn, I want to die!
And why not?
No one would really miss me
And if they did
They'd move on...

Why must you force me to hang on?
When you refuse to help me up?
I can't do this on my own...

Paralyzed
Too weak to go on
Fall down
Lie down
In the cold rain
I watch the sky
Feel the stars surround me
In need of an angel
The warmth of love's embrace
But I only see one thing
Your back is turned to me...

I need to break down
I need to fall
Away from me
Away from this
My life fades to nothing...

I am nothing
Invisible
To you and the rest of this fucking world
Colorblind, you don't see the red
Black and white is all I am
Fade to grey...

Falling
To my knees
To my doom
Another invisible life
And it fades away to nothing...