Fall again.

So I think that no one believes me,
When I say that I wish --
I wish you would kill me.
I feel they're laughing at me,
But honestly I'm not --
I'm not thinking this could be.

Because life is so fucked up,
I think that I'll just end it.
Life is so full of shit,
That I think I'll just let go.
That's when I see I'm not holding on...

Falling faster than I can comprehend.
Invisibly it seems 'cause no one's worried.
Smack against the pavement a mangeld mess,
And all they see is the outline of chalk.
Granite marks what could've been.

Roll over to another blood soaked pillow.
Lick the salty emotion into me.
Hoping to bring me back to the world of the living.
Fall again,
Catch me, drop me,
Fall again.