Let go.

You throw yourself against the wall,
And wonder why it doesn't help,
You say it's better than what I did,
But you're still hurting yourself,
I used to let out my own blood,
Instead of my held back tears,
Don't you see that you are doing,
The very thing that you once feared?
You say that you're not suicidal,
So very unlike me,
Smash your hand against the wall,
No harm done, you see?...

This anger you hold,
Is dissolving your soul,
Now it's time to let go,
You're so angry inside,
Just close your eyes,
And let go...

I was so afraid for you,
You were starving yourself,
I thought there was nothing I could do,
You wouldn't accept my help,
You don't know how it hurts me,
When you refuse to trust me,
Unknowingly betray me,
When you refuse to let me see,
But I've seen you change,
I know you're frightened,
But you can stay the same now because,
You're grip on reality finally tightened...

This numbness you hold,
Is dissolving your soul,
Now it's time to let go,
You're so numb inside,
Just close your eyes,
And let go...

I wanted to die,
I thought I was pointless,
I drew on my wrists,
Told myself I was useless,
I would never amount to anything,
Until I finally opened my eyes,
Now I can finally see,
I was being chained with lies,
The demons are gone now,
I cried out to God,
Jesus showed me how,
To let out tears instead of blood...

I know I helped you get to,
This place you don't want to be,
I don't blame you now,
For not trusting yourself to listen to me,
But can't you see that I've been changed,
And that I am no longer the same,
Didn't you see me conquer my pain?
You're ignoring me now and it's driving me insane!

This pain you hold,
Is dissolving your soul,
Now it's time to let go,
You're so hurting inside,
Just close your eyes,
And let go...

Let your emotions show,
Then let them go,
Let your tears flow,
Then let the world know,
You will not be chained down,
Your spirit won't be drowned,
You've learned to let go,
Just take it slow,
You can start living now,
Just let go...