Monday, December 1, 2003

Numb: Get through yesterday.

The pills are ready
This is it
It'll be so easy
Let's get out of this shit now
They'll remember me when I'm gone
But they'll move on
No one to trust, nowhere to go
Let's wait for tomorrow
Searching for someway to escape
'Cause I'm still getting through yesterday
How do you expect me to hang on today
When I was gone yesterday
But with nothing else to do, I wait for tomorrow
There's nowhere else to go but tomorrow

The knife is ready
This is it
It'll be so easy
Let's get out of this shit now
They'll remember me when I'm gone
But I can't go on
Floating through another day
So very numb and cold
Drifting so far away
This starting to get old
Drifting through another day
So very numb and cold
I fall so far away
Let's just get through tomorrow

I cannot move
To grasp it
Nothing to lose
I'm letting go of this shit now
He'll remember me when I'm gone
But he'll move on
Falling in love
It was the worst idea I ever had
I've had enough
That was the worst idea I ever had
At first you were the reason
That I hesitated
But now you are the reason
I can no longer take this

I lie here
And plan it
Got nothing to fear
So I'm getting out of this shit now
They'll remember me when I'm gone
But I can't go on
I'm sick of being selfless
It's my turn to be selfish now
I've felt this way forever it seems
Goddamn, it'll be so easy
A couple slashes
A few glasses
So I'm leaving you
And you don't care

Tonight is the night I'm letting go
Or maybe I'll wait for tomorrow
I am too weak to hold on
My future's too bleak to move on
I'm letting go
Tonight
I'm letting go
Tomorrow

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